Salutations!Vesper here, bringing you good vibes and good taste since whenever I was brought into this world.they/ve/it | extremely pansexual

I'm always eager to talk about my interests, so feel free to message me if we have any in common c:


MUSIC

Because I can't narrow it down to just one song, I listed an entire album for some of these artists, then followed by my favorite song from that specific album.

And here's a special section for songs I adore, although I don't know enough of the artist's music to confidently name them as one of my favorites in the above list! Not in any particular order.
I am interested in hearing similar songs to these, so if you're a big fan of any of these artists, feel free to give me some recommendations <3

  • The Unlikely Candidates - Violence

  • Static-P - Detective Detective

  • MISSIO - Dizzy

  • Hot Freaks - Puppy Princess

  • The Weeknd - Blinding Lights

  • TOMORROW X TOGETHER - No Rules

  • Rex Orange County - THE SHADE

  • IDKHOW - Choke

  • grandson - Dirty

  • Banners - Someone To You

  • Taylor Swift - Karma

  • MARINA - Oh No!

  • Katherine Lynn-Rose - Price of Perfection

  • Gang of Youths - Achilles Come Down


VIDEO GAMES

  • Undertale

  • Deltarune

  • Hollow Knight

  • Genshin Impact (AR60, NA; friend list full, but co-op still welcome!)

  • OneShot

  • VVVVVV

  • FEZ

  • Crypt of the NecroDancer

  • Rogue Legacy

  • Super Meat Boy

  • World of Goo

  • Minecraft

  • Until Dawn

  • ERROR143


MOBILE GAMES

  • I Love Hue

  • I Love Hue Too (color-sorting games like these are the best)

  • here (dude, please check this out if you like puzzle games)

  • Cat Game

  • Tomb of the Mask

  • Nonogram.com


BOOKS

  • Five Kingdoms by Brandon Mull

  • Fablehaven and Dragonwatch by Brandon Mull

  • Wings of Fire by Tui T. Sutherland

  • The Inheritance Cycle by Christopher Paolini

  • Foxcraft by Inbali Iserles

  • A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens


TV, MOVIES, ANIME

  • Psych

  • Inspector Gadget

  • Shadow & Bone

  • Helluva Boss

  • Hazbin Hotel

  • Young Royals

  • Heartstopper

  • Nimona

  • Warm Bodies

  • Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog

  • Pretty Boy Detective Club

  • Seirei Gensouki: Spirit Chronicles

  • Beast Tamer


HOBBIES

  • Drawing

  • Singing

  • Voice acting

  • Stargazing (Cassiopeia is my favorite constellation <3)

  • Designing and developing characters

  • Incessantly simping over fictional characters

  • Writing (character studies, analyses, strangely detailed essays on things no one cares about, fanfics, poetry, etc.)

  • Cosplaying when I can (I don't know how to sew and it's expensive :( )

  • Audio editing

  • Collecting things like masquerade masks and enamel pins


MISCELLANEOUS

  • Welcome to Night Vale (Ep205, only read the first novel so far)

  • Morbid or scary content such as true crime or NoSleep stories

  • Jesters in general

  • What Lurks Beneath by ArualMeow (PLEASE READ IT, IT'S ON COMICFURY AND TUMBLR)

KINS

These are sorted more or less in order of relevance!
I can't actually decide which order they should be in.

  • Furina (Genshin Impact)

  • Fizzarolli (Helluva Boss)

  • Albedo (Genshin Impact)

  • Napstablook (Undertale)

  • Kris Dreemurr (Deltarune)

  • Kaedehara Kazuha (Genshin Impact)

  • Shikanoin Heizou (Genshin Impact)

  • Wanderer (Genshin Impact)

  • Lynette (Genshin Impact)

  • Octavia (Helluva Boss)

  • Chongyun (Genshin Impact)

  • Noelle Holiday (Deltarune)

  • Sucrose (Genshin Impact)


COMFORT CHARACTERS

It might be a little weird to include my own OCs in this list? But given how well they fit the definition, I felt like it'd be a crime to leave them out.

  • Snitch (OC)

  • Crinn (OC)

  • Rain (OC)

  • Kaedehara Kazuha (Genshin Impact)

  • Shikanoin Heizou (Genshin Impact)

  • Albedo (Genshin Impact)

  • Lyney (Genshin Impact)

  • Venti (Genshin Impact)

  • Xiao (Genshin Impact)

  • Jesper (Shadow & Bone)

  • Wylan (Shadow & Bone)

  • Seam (Deltarune)

  • Napstablook (Undertale)

  • Broken Vessel (Hollow Knight)

  • Quirrel (Hollow Knight)

  • Husk (Hazbin Hotel)

  • Lucifer Morningstar (Hazbin Hotel)


GENERAL FAVORITES

Just fictional characters I'm extremely fond of! Characters who bring me serotonin every time I see them! You can assume my kins and comfort characters belong in this list too, I just didn't want to get repetitive by listing them all again.

Genshin Impact

  • Shenhe

  • Kaveh

  • Madam Faruzan

  • Tighnari

  • Yelan

  • Yae Miko

  • Kujou Sara

  • Xingqiu

  • Dehya

  • Childe

  • Kaeya

  • Nahida

Undertale / Deltarune

  • Jevil

  • Spamton

  • Rouxls Kaard

  • Queen

  • Susie

  • Lancer

  • Flowey

  • Mettaton

  • Muffet

  • Snowdrake

Shadow & Bone

  • Kaz

  • Nikolai

  • Inej

  • Tamar

  • David

  • Nina

  • Tolya

  • Genya

Hazbin Hotel / Helluva Boss

  • Fizzarolli

  • Stolas

  • Blitzo

  • Asmodeus

  • Moxxie

  • Alastor

  • Angel Dust

Hollow Knight

  • Grimm

  • Hornet

OneShot

  • Niko

  • Lamplighter

  • Kip Silverpoint

Do you for some reason want to know random, useless information about me? You've come to the right place!
Updated from time to time.


  • I'm currently learning French using Duolingo.

  • I've lived in 7 houses growing up, 8 if you count the one I only lived in for the first two weeks of my life.

  • As far as I'm concerned, the meaning of life is just to be happy, live your best life, and make others happy. That's enough for me.

  • My dream is to travel the world with no destination in mind, just an ongoing journey. I want to visit all sorts of places and meet all sorts of people, while still having a home to return to.

  • I seem to have an odd fascination with things that scare me. I'm genuinely intrigued by my nightmares; I love seeing what my mind comes up with!

  • I have a petrifying fear of spiders.

  • If I had to sum myself up in three objects or aesthetics, it'd be void, stardust, and buttercups.

  • Vanilla and raspberry is the best flavor combination. I take no criticism.

  • I know Morse code. I learned it just for fun one day.

  • I'm prone to writing detailed analyses of whatever catches my attention. For example, I've written a couple essays on how and why I relate to some of my kins, I've laid out all the reasons I don't think a specific character wrote a specific message on a bulletin board, I've done a couple character studies, and I've analyzed the meaning and feel of many songs (especially instrumental ones).

  • I have a constellation guide, What Star?, that I got for Christmas of 2016. That was around the time I really got into stargazing.

  • I'm obsessed with deer and foxes! I have loads of stuffed foxes and fox-related items, but I don't have nearly as many deer-related items, unfortunately.

  • On the subject of plushies, I have 28 that live on my bed. 10 of them are foxes. They all have names, pronouns, and a little bit of personality <3 I cherish them immensely. My favorites are Kinley (a Christmas deer) and Weiss (a snow-white fennec fox).

  • On my desk, there lives a cotton candy container that's filled to the brim with approximately 100 jingle bells in assorted colors, and it has 5 little pride flags sticking out of it. It radiates my energy perfectly <3

  • I do, in fact, collect jingle bells. Funny sound make brain happy :)

  • My first ever original character was a Warriors OC named Whitestar. She was created in May of 2013.

  • I keep a list of bizarre out-of-context things I've said! A few of my favorites are "I think that gas station is my spirit animal," "I've heard of soup before, but I was never quite sure what it meant," and "I wish I had bones."

  • I also keep a list of bizarre phrases that live in my head rent-free. The most iconic one, which will likely never leave, is "killed my boyfriend and burned my crops."

  • I keep lists of so many things, it's unreal, seriously, I just love keeping lists and statistics of things lmao

  • Change is hard. You ever tried to bend a penny?

  • I'm prone to spontaneously composing haiku about things in my daily life. Examples of such haiku can be found in the 'Poetry' section, if you're interested.

  • For those who don't know, "Se mettre sur son trente-et-un" is a French expression literally meaning "to put on one's 31st", referring to the 31st of a month. Its meaning is similar to "put on your Sunday best" or "getting dressed to the nines": putting on your best attire, typically for an event.

Quotes from miscellaneous sources. I made a point to only include those that mean a lot to me!


I swear, I'm really trying.
Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best,
I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet.
- "Against the Kitchen Floor" by Will Wood
I'm not a real person, just the stuff you can't make up.
- "Against the Kitchen Floor" by Will Wood
I'm not a good person — I'm barely a person at all —
But someday I'll be perfect, and I'll make up for it all.
- "Against the Kitchen Floor" by Will Wood
At most, a couple generations will remember the ways
In which your life never mattered, so who cares if it's a waste?
- "Memento Mori: the most important thing in the world" by Will Wood
I was nothing before, so I couldn't have asked to be born.
I'll be nothing again, so what am I between now and then?
Is there nothing to fear? 'Cause it's getting weird.
So to God who made this man, you better have one hell of a plan.
- "Love, Me Normally" by Will Wood
For some reason, I find myself lost in what you think of me,
And too confused to choose who I should be.
- "I/Me/Myself" by Will Wood
I've never understood what humans do and want,
It's quite confusing to me to try to connect.
Never learned how I should feel, instincts somehow stunted,
Just seem haunted by my stupid urge to protect.
- "Willard!" by Will Wood
Its personality's a lack of identity;
It makes no statement, but does so quite loudly.
- "White Noise" by Will Wood
You fill your head with thoughts you find you can't even feel.
Try to make room in your skull, but it's full of them —
All of the things that you think and then think about thinking.
I know it's hard, but they're not who you are;
They're white noise.
- "White Noise" by Will Wood
Every, everybody dies
Fighting for their lives, just trying to survive.
Well, now I know, I know why they say
That there's a better place that waits beyond the grave.
And I know, I know it's not true;
There's just no more you, but as long as there's no proof,
Then I choose, I choose to believe
That we'll meet in sweet dreams after you're put to sleep.
- "Euthanasia" - by Will Wood
If I can't breathe, then you can't see,
But aren't you excited that I'm giving you the best me?
- "Humpty Dumpty" by AJR
Everything works out nice in the end;
The sun will marry the moon.
It'll be fine.
- "Fine" by Lemon Demon
You may feel no purpose nor a point for existing,
It's all just conjecture and gloom.
And there may not be meaning, so find one and seize it;
Do not waste yourself on this roof.
- "Achilles Come Down" by Gang of Youths
Throw yourself into the unknown
With pace and a fury defiant;
Clothe yourself in beauty untold
And see life as a means to a triumph.
- "Achilles Come Down" by Gang of Youths
It's time to lose your self-loathin',
Excuse yourself, let hope in, baby.
Play your card, be who you are,
A loser, just like me.
- Husk (Hazbin Hotel)
The good thing about 'ordinary' is that everything is an object of reference, and everyone understands you. People are the same, they can understand, empathize, encourage, and support one another. When you're sick, a doctor can diagnose you because they are you. When something goes wrong, you can ask people who've made the same mistake for their experience, because you are them. But a peculiar person... They don't have much recourse for the things we take for granted. The essence of their life is fundamentally different.
- Albedo (Genshin Impact)
The transcendent and miraculous are not the only things to which human beings aspire. They pursue the everyday, the ordinary, to a far greater extent than I would have ever imagined. People like to believe that those who are thoroughly different from themselves could only ever exist in stories. It makes things much easier.
- Albedo (Genshin Impact)
People have this real... glow about them when they're doing something they believe in, you know? They stand out in the world, like Flaming Flowers. And they make it a brighter place. That's why I strive to keep those people safe from anyone looking to take advantage. Call me crazy, but when I see something beautiful, I wanna keep it that way.
- Shikanoin Heizou (Genshin Impact)
There's no future for those who linger on the past.
- Kaedehara Kazuha (Genshin Impact)
Life has just begun, and maybe the whole world can be my home.
- Kaedehara Kazuha (Genshin Impact)
The world is vast and there is always somewhere to go. No need for worry. The outdoors won't always be rainy, and one's life won't always be overcast. Turn your gaze skyward on a clear night, and you'll see thousands of stars.
- Kaedehara Kazuha (Genshin Impact)
I've always felt I have an innate tendency to yearn for something more, in a way that goes deeper than for most people.
- Wanderer (Genshin Impact)
The past is set in stone, but you can keep moving on. And the longer your future lasts, the shorter your past will become, until one day it is but a tiny fraction of your life.
- Nahida (Genshin Impact)
Kids. Little kids. They grow up believing that they can be a hero if they drive a sword into the heart of anything different. And I'm the monster?
- Nimona (Nimona)

Ever wanted to read the poetry of your local queer? Look no further!
I have plenty of other fragments that I could include here, but given that none of those are really 'finished,' I'm reluctant to do so.

I dream of cloudless summer nights,
Far from where the highways are,
Naming each and every star.
I dream of shining city lights,
People strolling down the street,
Rain reflecting off concrete.
I dream of forests, endless trees,
Creatures creeping to and fro,
Living lives I'll never know.
I dream of swimming in the sea,
Pail and shovel in my hands,
Making mansions in the sand.
I dream of freedom, unrestrained.
Life would feel less monochrome;
The whole world could be my home.
And through it all, one thought remains:
If my dream one day comes true,
It can only be with you.


Gentle blossoms weep
Grass of the deepest violet
In the cliffs, it thrives
- Written about Violetgrass from Genshin Impact
Soaking up the sun
Ignoring my plaintive calls
In the great meow-tdoors
- Written about my cat, who spends too much time outside
As a sheet of silk
Striking color, cobalt blue
Clear and limitless
- Written about the way the sky looked outside of a window one day
Bid sorrow adieu
On this special day, rejoice
As life blooms anew
- Written for my sister's birthday (which is in the spring)
Fairy lights above
Painted walls, gentle breezes
Blue sails bring you home
- Written about one of my favorite local coffee shops
Glittering night skies
Fathomless expanse of stars;
Pale against your eyes.
- Written on a whim about a fictional character